Met one of my newer cousins today. He's 6 monthes old, his name is Raiden. No joke, I think its sick, kid is Japanese/Indian/white. Also his part of the family is all really smarts and succesful. Also he was born in Hawaii and got to live there for the first 6 monthes of his life, not that he'll remember it, but shit, I am insanely jealous of this kid. I normally don't like babies, but this kid is just so cool. I dunno, I'll be interested in how he grows, just seems like he has everything already. We like doing that to babies/young people though don't we, heap on all kinds of unfair expectations.
Real reason I'm making this post: hollidays depress me for some reason. I always feel crappy on hollidays, no idea why. Maybe its that whole pressure to be happy thing, since its a holliday, so the opposite happens instead. maybe? I dunno. Birthdays are the worst, I always just try and avoid people on my birthday, again, no idea why.
Well whatever. Change of subject. I'm going to set two realistic goals for the rest of this summer: get my licence and change my name. July I'll try my best to get that goddamn licence, hopefully I can straighten out my name in August. I'm thinkin just Mikio Shimozaki. Lame, not particularly fond of my mothers name but it makes sense. Finally get the Mikio in, lose the confusing middle names, lose the father's name.
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